What is

I am quickly finding out that when people ask you if you enjoy staying home they don’t really want to know the truth.  They want to hear you say yes, you love it rather than no it is really boring.  Nothing seems to end the conversation quicker than a no. So I am learning to just say yes.  I have had some advice to get involved in the school and I just smile because I don’t think I could be more involved.  I stay for family reading every morning in my daughters class; I am the co chair of the parents committee as well as a member of three subcommittees; attend all of the monthly assemblies; and all of the parent coffee mornings with the principal.  Still I get bored. Then I have to laugh at myself because on paper I wonder how on earth I could be.  So I take a deep breath and let go of the what ifs and enjoy what is.